had loads of fun with you two girls today! to anyone who likes 男人不坏女人不爱/粉粉可爱小男生, go watch death note!! the main lead is SO cute! omgosh. was totally swooning in the theatre, ven though he wasn't really the good-good guy=(( anyway, ate at some hk restaurant, and because the stupid toaster was spoiled, we cant eat the thick toast with peanut butter and sweetened milk. *fumes!!* but the french toast was not bad either. shopped at hereen, i was looking for shoes and kim for bag. both getting ready for sch reopen. saw xianhuan. then saw gongzie. but the stupid flash and splash shoes on display are ALL last pieces. so even though its like 50, 70% discount, i don't want it!! *fumes again!!* so we decided to go city hall, there are two surf shops there. the one at city link gave the same ans, all on display are last items!! crap! >:( then we went inside raffles city. there weren't even shoes there. oh well, destinated to not find my shoes today. saw jiaying!!hee. crapped with her for a while and ohhed and ahhed over some stuff too.



*gosh, do you girls (and guys) know that its morally incorrect to go to the OG list link? -__- they've captured our ip address =___=

bored><

school is re-opening in 3days. and im totally dreading it. kinda missed NY now, its not that im going to hate HC or anything, just IM FEELING SUPER JITTERY AND NOT AT EASE!! jiaying!!help! how.... *sighs* found out that the HC/NY community is really small,
cause nic and andrew both knows yuxuan
-__-
and they are kinda surprised that i know him
-______-

nvm, we're all going to know each other next yr.

gosh, i really DONT want 3jan to come!!!!

2006 HC, SR, NJ Henderson dance camp, organised by DAN :))

ENJOYABLE:
funk(or is it fun? :s) jazz
choreography (the reverse/backwards one=])
gossip sessions=))
POLAR BEAR!
WACKO!!
DAN'S HIP HOP CRASH COURSE!!!

enjoyable:
lunch
jelly-bean sessions
classical choreography
make-up classes (maybe the part where she did demo on SOME people (coughs coughs) esp the other sex IS rather funny=])

enjoyable:
dan's master class (its STILL under enjoyable cause it was SUPER sweaty, so can lose weight)


but overall everything was still quite fun:))

cranium.

THAT, is a very difficult board game ><

i'd rather play ugly

UGLY
UGLY
UGLY

just like the truth that we are all about to learn some day :))




你的脸透漏着和她做的梦

girls, please DO NOT attempt to walk along boat quay (the shops and pubs and clubs and stuff) alone. if you really have no choice,

i suggest you RUN.

that was what i had to do anyway, and can you believe it, its only like 8plus at night. people kept approaching me and ask if i wanted to go in or if i wanted to have a drink or if they can treat me to a drink. and i mean WEIRD people. so i was like BRISK WALKING very very very BRISKLY.

-whew!

it was SUCH a relief to reach raffles place mrt station.

sweet sixteen christmas may not be that bad actually

even though only i fell asleep at around 4 this morning (was thinking about some stuff) PLUS (had a super real and kinda scary dream ><) we had to wake up early and prepare the food and start making our way to ecp REAL early we reached there around 9plus. and as usual, we're EARLY!! yay.haha. and everyone else came, except SOME PEOPLE, due to CERTAIN REASONS. than we started to cycle. gosh, i've never tried cycling SO far. to kim: we ROCK man!! WOOHOO* hee. than it was time from BR-unch. nothing much to eat, but was fun still. than went for bowling. SUCK at it, but who cares. go u-AUG!! strike and spare like free!! haha. than went DDR like free. whoop! we're really pro together kim!!haha. lets find someday and play again!hee=)) and everyone wanted to go home. so i followed kimmy and bev home, took a shower at their place and borrowed some clothes and flats. you girls have LOADS of NICE tops, skirts, jeans, belts, bags!!! than me and kim went bugis. wanted to watch night in museum, but....SOLD OUT. *angrys!!!* so we decided to go SHOP and EAT. bought a 46buck black-grey top at topshop. its NICE. and i DONT regret! kim bought this pair of SUPER posh and classy platforms/wedges from outfitters. she wanted to get the peep-toe ones at first, but then we saw the crossed-ribbon one. and we're like "THIS IS NICER!!" even though its like higher, im sure you will walk gracefully and at ease kim!! go go go=)) so after spending freely, we decided to go get a GOOD meal. it was sakae's at first. but the queue was LOOOONNNGG. so we swopped to next door thai restaurant. the 19.90+++ eat-all-you-can dinner buffet was not bad. kim treated me, so i'll give her a dim sum treat on 31st. its a deal! we talked like ALOT. and i rally mean ALOT. we stayed at the shop for more than an hour. and talked about - STUFF *evil grins* than it was tim eto go home when both our moms called/smsed together.BYE, but see you soon!



i should seriously stop complaining about my christmas, cause its really quite fun:))

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
圣诞节欢喜！！

希望大家的圣诞都过得很热闹愉快！这是个充满温暖与爱的季节，希望大家都能像小悦、阿猛一样幸福快乐！

但是...

even a hot soak in the tub failed to soothe my frazzled nerves.

i wanted to scatter some red rose petals and add in some scented bubble bath foam.

but i only found dried chrysanthemum and ph5.5 body shower.
which is obviously NOT creating any mood at all.

even the clear water turned greyish blue thanks to the turquoise-colored esemtan body foam.



my chrismas is DOOMED to fail -______-


like always

let's play a game.

we pretend we are birds in a cage for a day.

1st hour: you said that everything was so high up and fun. we should try it more often.

2nd hour: you said that despite the bars obstructing our view, the scenery is breath-taking.

3rd hour: you said that the breeze is really refreshing in such heights.

....................
10th hour: you complain that you have phobia for heights.

11th hour: you complain that the breeze is too cold.

12th hour: you complain that the cages is suffocating.

13th hour: you complain about everything.


you know what?
maybe you're complaining because you aren't used to the confined space.
maybe you're complaining because this is your first time.
maybe you're complaining because to you, this is just a game.

maybe i'm not complaining because this is MY LIFE.

fashion suicide

tsk tsk. i used to be crazy over royal punk. than it was sweet punk. that cute punk.
FINALLY. after i spent so much money on cute punk, i suddenly realised that i prefer funk punk -_- its so hard to find something that you like and suits you!!

and what's with the heels? damn it --
im depleting the entire plaster supply in the household.

but who cares? i just wanna be TALL

guess what i want for christmas?




i want to DIE

woohoo. i am in love again. 林峰is so cute!! esp as 赖神医. he must end up in a happily ever after - else i'm not watching anymore ><

oh no, im in love with the bad guy again.

or should i say, im in love with the WRONG guy again.

my dream christmas:

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..
...
....
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i tried so hard to think of what i want this christmas, but it took me a whole minute to realise, that i what i want is lesser to know and not more for a burden. this is my first christmas, where i ask for nothing, but i am actually asking for everything :)]

影子最爱太阳
小影最爱晴天

喜欢你没有道理

wee! writing christmas cards can be such a chore, but its super fun too! haha. im DETERMINED to get them sent out today!! no matter what happens, rain or shine, i swear i'm going to get them sent out TODAY!! haha. so remember to check your letter boxes soon friends!!!

我梦见了一道门，好想伸出手，把它打开，进入另一个世界。但我没有钥匙，也没有勇气。也许，两年后的约定，早已有了定局。有人不知不觉，比我抢先，走进了那到门。

两年前，
我失约了，
两年后，
我还有资格遵守约定吗？

三个月的爱情魔咒

你真的不必担心，因为你早已抓住了他的心。
我和他之间，其实，

什么都没有。

不过却让我又想哭的感觉。
倒立，真地会让泪水不留出来吗？

[假装多好]

听了又听的东西，让人感到厌烦，让人感到疲累。但不断的重复却是一种肯定，让人有种安全感。我承认我害怕，但因为我的粉红世界突然多了好多片黑暗。我正在坚强假装，希望大家之间都能留下一丝丝的缝隙，不让我真地会被逼得喘不过气来。

convoluted web of lies.

basically, we had the roles and job scope and perfomance date settled. and there was alot of talking. alot of UNOFFICIAL and PERSONAL talking.

stop js-ing me!!!
just go away!

狂风暴雨前的天使之吻pasta

everything seems so quiet and peaceful afer the hectic week on both personal and working stuff.
BUT
i have a bad feeling about tmr.
seriously

ok. i wanted to keep everything simple in thr first place, but just cant resist to type in a blow by blow account of what had happened, since there are many juicy details which are rather worth mentioning:)]

went to yonghao's house around 2 plus. it was raining really heavily, and even under an umbrella, i was dripping wet. went to his house to dump my stuff and changed into a dryer top. than we went to airport to send liting off. walked in the rain with only one umbrella cause SOMEONE refused to use it. but was on the same train as tzehui and yonglin, so we went there together. met zhaorong there. so the five of us sent liting and jasmine off to phuket to dive and have fun. than we went back and started playing a super brain needed board game called cash flow. its kinda fun at first when we were selling shares and stuff, but after awile, i kinda let yonghao take over all my stuff and be my personal accountant cause its really getting dry and boring. than we had dinner. it was good as usual. than it was majong time!!didnt lost alot of money in the end. then tzehui and yonglin had to leave, so we all went to have a bath and then cause we were all kinda hungry, we decided to go to the near by coffee shop to have some super mid night supper. i totally didnt expect that they still have zi cha, so we ordered onion omelette, pan fried tofu and egg, pork ribs and fried seabass in oyster sauce. food never tasted so good. maybe its because of the timeing i guess. when we are finally full and satisfied,we went back and started to gossip and talk. contents are highly sensitive, so the author has the right to deny all sharing of information. then we went to his bedroom to sleep at around 6plus?it was SOOOOO cold that even with my own sweater and yuxuan's oversized soft ball top, i still needed a pair of super thick jeans from yonghao which i managed to fit into only one side of the pants hole. zhenhan! i want that picture so send to me!!haha. than our dear host went to have his beauty sleep and it was almost IMPOSSIBLE to wake him up. but when he did, we all decided to leave and go home and brood over the potential gossips and heal our wounds.

oh man. i used to hate people that rant and rave over small matters. but sometimes i really cannot sto myself from screaming myself hoarse.

"WHATS WITH THE TOADS AND THE TOAD EGGS AND THE TOAD POO?"

i really dont mean to be mean. and crazy. and naggy. and sound whiny.

so as to not rant and rave anymore, i decided to MOVE HOUSE to bedok court, bedok ave 3, blk 279.


at the air port: bye and have a fun journey to liting and jasmine!!

back at yonghao's house:
buddy was crazy like free
the majong were shiok like free
the midnight zi cha was exciting like free (never knew they opened till so late)
the talking on the phone with *certain people* was exhilarating like free
the verse that yonghao played for me was funny like free
the gossips and scandals are explosive like free
the bed room was cold like free
some people slept like free
and in general, everything was GREAT LIKE FREE!!!

haha. im talking like buddy's annoying owner who keeps hitting me with the cushions, ball and guitar. not to mention bugging me with annoying questions and keeping me away from the air con room. BUT, thanks for the hospitality!!!

but the 5 people (including me) should rmb to keep our mouths shut and keep all information within ourselves, or else there will be no more explosive sessions in future :)] looks forward and CIAO!

this is so scary everyone is hiding behind a mask and complaining about each other. we are forced to live in the virtual yey reality world. am i making sense?

actually, does it really matter? we're all going to die anyway

this is seriousy very bad. i cant even save myself.

darn it.

damnit

bloody hell. i am such a lousy person. i'm seriously going to burn in hell after i die.SHIT

whee

hope that our show will be good. dont need BIG success, but at least a success.

BUT, i have a bad feeling. its kinda difficult to shake it off, and i cant explain it, maybe im just being paranoid, so hope things will turn out okay.

shall go get busy, everyone let's jiayou together!!

had a long and inspirationak talk with ______ . i realised i really AM so bloody naive. maybe its time to start pushing the curtains away and stick my head out of the window. better still, i should just jump out and die. no. that's just a lousy metaphor. i should step out of the door and see more feel more experience more and learn more. and come back and feel bad about myself ><

maybe its not so nice to know everything. when you know everything, you start to set expectations for yourself. and the more you know, the higher expectations you set for yourself. and the more you know, you know the lesser you know. am i making sense? whatever, i didnt write this for anyone.

im so high that i fell so hard when the phone call came

sometimes its always better to be clear of who you are. make wise wishes. for you never know they may come true.

ahh! i SAW it.hehe. was soooo tempted to tag but.shall not be mean.heh.
jiaying! i cant find your blog! hope audrey DID put up my link then you can link me first!sorry ><

just saw e pics and videos from____

err.thats kinda intruding to privacy?!growls but at least i wasnt inside. haha. so nvm. keep uploading them until im inside.haha.

quiz

this is from yuxuan's blog.guess im really kinda bored to go read AND bring it over and ans ><

1) How old do you wish you were? 18
2) Where were you when 911 happened? at my old house
3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money? bang it and stick in another coin?
4) Do you count yourself kind? not really
5) If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be? arm
6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be? jap
7) Do you know your neighbours? quite ok
8) What do you consider a vacation? shopping and cold weather
9) Do you follow your horoscope? rather closely
10) Would you move for the person you loved? definitely
11) Are you touchy feeling? am i touchy feeling?guess so
12) Dream job? millionaire's wife, haha. not sure
13) Favorite channel(s)? 56!! settv
14) Favorite place to go on weekends? anywhere
15) Showers or Baths? baths if i can afford the time
16) Do you paint your nails? duh
17) Do you trust people easily? yes ><
18) What are your phobias? too many to list
19) Do you want kids? yups
20) Do you keep a handwritten journal? on my 13th one already
21) Where would you rather be right now? im happy where i am now:))
22) Who makes you feel warm and fuzzy? hmms.no one yet so far. hope to meet that person soon!
23) Heavy or light sleeper? heavy only on my own bed
24) Are you paranoid? quite
25) Are you impatient? very!!
26) Who can you relate to? diff people in diff aspects
27) What's your favorite pick-up line? nada
28) What's your main ringtone on your mobile? it just vibrates
29) What were you doing at midnight last night? unpacking, sleeping
30) What did the last text on your cellphone say? mentions something about SM...
31) Whose bed did you sleep in last night? MINE
32) What color shirt are you wearing? pink, duh
33) Name three things you have on you at all times? heart, brain, fingers
34) What color are your bed sheets? pink with red and white hearts
35) How much cash do you have on you right now? nil
36) What is your favorite part of the chicken? egg?
37) What's your favorite town/city? ....so far taipei
38) I can't wait till..? i meet my true love
39) What did you have for dinner last night? rice, veggie, soup, prawn, chicken and CONC ROSE SYRUP
40) Do you own a gun? water gun? ><
41) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? milo
42) Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs? singapore
43) Last thing you ate? spaghetti
44) What songs do you sing in the shower? i usually keep my mouth shut
45) Last thing that made you laugh? smile pasta episode 17 last part. SO SWEET
46) Worst injury you've ever had? err, chipped tooth?
47) What's your favorite candy? DARK CHOCOLATE
48) What song do you want played at your funeral? i just want to have a pink coffin. i havent thought about the song
49) Ten random people to do this? ><
50) Say 'Goodbye' to yourself? bye bye

dance

dance = tirinG. but hope we can do well=)) and hope that our main dancers will stay with us!! *hints hints* *coughs coughs* *winks winks* yada yada

yay! JR managed to get the piano

the ice has finally meted

thawed and alive and continues blogging.


[MISSING] is fun. good food and good place to sleep. (gosh.who am i kidding) but is was fun all the same.i never knew i was SO un-observent. and that rides to bukit batok and bedok were so long. there is actually a chiku road and rambutan road in singapore.

water gun-ing is NOT childish. it is just a way of relieving our childhood memories.

the achievements/sitting on each other/thigh ache game ROCKS.
but you can't play it again with the same people. that's just too bad.

where'e the postman? i have a message

to: the public/everyone
a big THANKYOU and i LOVE all of you
from: huitian

oh my. everything is like so STAGNANT>< but is it really so impt for life to be filled with drama and fun? i hate to wait, but we all have to wait, some time in our lives, we have to learn to be patient, learn to remian positive, learn to look out for the tiny rays of optimism.

it is so difficult to wait and remain positive. how can anyone do it?!!


but i know you did it.
and you suceed.

...zzz

we r all bored of what we r doing.
that's why we play games. n more games. n more games.


i gave you a call in the forest, i called up the city for you.
your answering machine said: "please leave a message after the tone. i will return your call asap"

"can you hear the rustling of the breeze?
can you hear the leaves falling softly on the ground?
can you hear the breath of the mountains, and me,
my heart thumping away?
please return to their call. bye bye"






[sometimes, all we need is to step back and let go]]

post performance bleus

its still on.i miss everione still.y isit tt wen we r 2geder we dun cherish but wen we r separated we regret.lets not make ani more mistakes.lets cherish all tt we have now.



kks.geog test on e call.smell of rain!!e tix r sellin lik HOTCAKES.yesh.on one hand,im happi tt e ticbox is so gd.but on e other hand,i wanna go watch too!!it looks realli cool.


ps.hope tt we can pull tru for gold's grad per4mance.or else we mus retain.wich i mus say i dun realli mind=))

i hate myself-

i have the abosolute incapability to say everything at 1 go.lets giv it a shot:

ifeellikdyincusimstudyinorrevisinordoinprojectsorratherjusdoinstuffttirealliunrealliliknitskillinmenirealliwannagooutonsunorsatwhichevadayuguysputitonwichismostlikelyggtobsun!!!!!

thistotallysucks__

screams:

when i dont study i get a headache.

when i study i get a even bigger headache.

someone should call the Children(Teenagers) Welfare.

im abusing someone.

yeahh.myself.

so fun

woots.

so fun so fun so fun so fun so fun so fun so fun so fun so fun so fun so fun so fun so fun so fun so fun.

haha.im gg mad.but im so sad too!!!i wanna go out on sun.die die oso mus><

but how?


i shall go out tru e windo.sum one len mi a step ladder.


whr's my fireman??!!!!!

alibaba

post performance bleus_

omgg.so fast.i cant believe tt its over alr.but its kinda weird to b bz 4 sumtin totally different all of a sunden.it used to b runnin around in kallang.worrying about makeup and stuff.FUN stuff.den suddenly i find myself worrying about jurong island sia.plus differentiations n chin portfolio.dis sucks. if onli we cdan always b bz abt sumtin FUN.sumtin we actualli lik.

*applauds for all in this production!!!
jiayou jiayou jiayou!
you guys r e bes. love u all.

stop complaning.

we all complain that we are loaded-

who isnt?

at least i still get a chance to breathe now. maybe i shall just stop breathing.





that'll save us all some trouble.

deaded

i feel so deaded.

what am i doing.what am i breathing for.what am i living for.

i just so hate myself.

maybe i should just go curl up and die -- no one would miss me.


i just feel that bad_____

tests are over.

and SIAs cascade over me:bio.LA.chin.geog.

damn.

i just cant wait to go SCREAM IT ALL AWAY-

omigosh.

its soooo long since i last blogged.its o levels results release 2dae.

happy faces.sad faces.disappointed faces.elated faces.

mixture of feelings n im caught in dis emotional whirlpool.

to everyone who did better than they expected: yayy!! jiayou and keep it up!!

to everyone who did like what they expected: gd for you and try improve more!

to everyone who did worst than they expected: its ok its alright.the earth continues spinning and u continue rockinggg.jiayou jiayou jiayou!!all e way!

exchange_progg_

woots.my buddy's here.n its quite fun lahh.bringin her 2 all e places of interest tt i noe i wil nv go alone.hehh.n she loves shoppin.n shopped superrr fast.

[i want my green-white-puma sweater!!!!

chem-

oh no.

i shall not curse.
i shall not swear.

but dere's a chem test tmr!!!!

thank gdness kranji was postponed.but still...

my buddy's coming.im im feelin so.....weird?


she's so chio!

math-

oops-

i passed.
i did not passed.
i passed.
i did not passed.
i passed.
i did not passed.
i passed.
i did not passed.

i so wanna pass!!!

nvm.its over.

its our party time:))

back to sch___

back to school bleus___

hais.

u ppl all dun hav 2 go 2 sch!!!so unfair-

aniwae.miss 304/404.but i totali din mis e lessons.cus got math retest on fri n nxt fri got chem -.- bleahh-

*totally looking forward to this wk end!!!

then i can take a deep breath-

and start rushing again next wk><

quiz from princess diaries (omgg.its SOOO true!)

(1) put e followin 5 animals in order
cow.tiger.sheep.horse.pig

(2) rite 1 word tt describes e following
dog.cat.rat.coffee.sea

(3) tink of sum ppl tt u noe n noe u and relate dem to e folowin colors.do not repeat ani names.name jus 1 person 4 each color
yellow.orange.red.white.green


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ans__
(1) dese r ur priorities in life
cow=carrer
tiger=pride
sheep=love
horse=family
pig=money

(2)
dog=own personality
cat=partner's personality
rat=enemies' personality
coffee=wad u tink of sex
sea=ur life

(3)
yellow=sum1 u'll nv 4get
orange=true fren
red=true love
white=twin soul
green=sum1 u'l rmb 4 e res of ur life

"today is a new day!"

--chicken lil' wishes all of u a GREAT YR ahead=))

[ma yi a hee ma yi a haa]]

so fast.sec3's gone.n sec4's here.godd.i cant imagine how fast dis yr's gonna b.

my new yr resolutions: (for sch)
(1) pay attention in ALL classes (& stop drawing in my notebks)
(2) faithfully do all my hw (i mean it dis time)
(3) revise in advance 4 all tests
(4) not get back logged 4 SIAs
(5) STUDY HARD!!!


*i hav 2 get promoted 2 hci.if tts e last ting i do.

jiayou one n all.2oo6 wil n MUST b beta den 2oo5!!